That’s your opinion!

Well that’s a good meeting with a independent psychiatrist that’s going to evaluate me so that he’ll write a rapport for the judge at my court sitting.

We talked about the fact that I can spend 1,5hrs per day concentrating on stuff. The rest of the day I lay in my bed. Or hang in a couch.

We discussed my ‘counter culture’ philosophy. Seeing they call me schizoaffective. My opinion is my own. Society sucks because many people have a s**t life! Which they brand me sick for.

We talked about all the side effects! Sugar level. Cholesterol and such. The antipsychotic medication is slowly demolishing my body.

But still they brand me sick and the medication is not the cause of my ailments. Yet they stop as soon as I am off of them. But yet! They believe it’s all okay.

This doctor is going to say that I will get an extension of the mandate. So I’ll be in the care of other people judging me if I’m sick or not because of the stuff I believe in.

They wanna make a productive person out of me yet! But the antipsychotic medication makes me tired and sick.

But I’m not the one making the wrong choices. I’m not mirroring my life to what I see around me if it’s the billboards or listening to the radio. Reading a lifestyle magazine. Or what is on the telly.

I’m not the one that believes my way is the right way. I talk to plenty of people and I ask them silly questions about life, society and what’s on the news. They hardly pay attention to what is really happening around them.

They’re to busy with their own bubble of existence. So what’s the opinion worth of a psychiatrist. That’s doing way more of the same thing as the Dutch tax system that by following the guidelines of politics f**ked over thousands and thousands of people by blindly following those guidelines.

And

It’s all the peoples fault. They believe in things that are without facts.

They follow their gut feeling more than they do their brain. That’s why they get f**ked over so much. They believe their entitled to stuff they want and see around them.

So do psychiatrist. They are rigid in their believes they believe the whole world is sick and needs curing. By medication. That makes you tired and docile!

The courts second that!

You need to be quiet and behave!

No smart words from you! Your sick! Here’s some medication! Take it swallow it and be nice to everyone! Because all people are good but you’re the breed of evil!

That’s what they believe. That’s why they medicate! Not that people are screaming their heads off because their life and society sucks balls. No everyone must be as happy as in the movies.

Hallelujah! Save the lord! God is great!

And they blame me for being aggressive! Well what would you be if your life is surrounded in one great big bubble of commerce and lies. Lies and make-believe. and you keep pushing this life! But life sucks balls!

So f**k your opinion! And have a great day!